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Subtle Delusion A knock on the headSubtle Delusion by ~countingheartbeats
or the heart, or the soul
sensing
that realisation is suddenly powerful
and controlling our movement
controlling our thoughts
such an enormous quantity of delusion
shatter
hitting our heads like a sack of broken glass
of weighty lies
of prolonged denial
Social Anxiety 2 a distressing brightness, even when the lights are dimmedSocial Anxiety 2 by ~countingheartbeats
flashes of colour and vague sounds jolt me back and fourth
fade in, fade back out again
it's difficult to decipher but I think there is a man's voice
is he humming to himself
yes he is and it's getting louder and louder
more distorted
I sense that this isn't right
and consider the notion that I might be under water
I know that this isn't good
it's not good at all
am I drowning
am I floating
is it too late, am I already too far gone
oh come on, this is ridiculous
I realise the unlikelihood of such absurdity
and attempt to get a grip on reality
I assume the echoes are du
Optimism 
and thanks for the faves on the rabbit and 'Recovery?' 
